You Can't Save Me ((Yugo,Mature))

"What???" Shen blinked. He wasn't sure if she was going through some sort of mental trauma or if she was simply confused. "Kate I fell for you knowing what you had been through. I was your teacher. I wanted to save you, but you refused my help at first. You...You haven't stolen anyone's body. You've always been you." he explained softly and gripped her hands just a little harder. "Kate believe me..please."

Kathrine's eyes didn't shift. They remained on her hands, even as his hands came to hold hers. "How can you love me....when I'm not the girl....you fell in love with....I'm not that girl...." she said as her hues slowly looked up into his brown ones. "how can you love me....when I stole this girls body?" she asked

"Well...that was a reason...but not the only one." Shen explained, but didn't go any further then that. As she continued to push him away, he moved in again and again. As she tired to drown him out he fought for her attention. "Kate please." Shen whispered. He was on his knees in front of her, his hands on hers. "I know this all hard to process...but your uncle cant reach you. I saved you..or..at least I tried. T-The point is that you dont have to worry about your uncle ever touching you again. I've also got a friend that can take care of these sites."

"g-get away from me!" she whimpered but felt him pull her back to the bed. She tried to drown him out as he told her everything. She felt sick....so unbearably sick. She was looking down as he spoke now. Her hues losing their brightness. Even as he finished she didn't move. Her violet hues stared at her hands as she tried to remember everything.... It made it all the more frustrating when nothing was familiar.... She didn't belong here...in this body....this wasn't her life....she had no right to be here. "is....that why....I forgot....everything?" she said. Hr voice sounded broken. As if she had lost her reasoning to even be alive since it wasn't even really her life....it was someone else's....someone who she didn't know. Someone who ran away...

"Dont be fooled.." Shen whispered. He moved over towards her and gently pulled her back over to the bed. He spent the next few hours explaining how her uncle had changed, how he had started simply verbally abusing her and how things had slowly gotten worse. He also explained the drugs. Before Kate had learned to turn her body 'off' her uncle used drugs to get her nice and horny. The conversation...had gone on for three hours now. Everytime Kate tried moving away Shen went after her. He was holding her hands now, trying to calm her. "Who you are...is not the girl you saw in that vid. You're a smart, independent, stubborn, beautiful, and very outgoing woman. What your uncle did to you...that doesn't define who you are as I person. You're the woman I love Kate. Even tho you've lost your memory...you should know that much."

Kathrine didn't move even as Shen walked in or when he slammed the laptop shut. Tears slid down her face as he tried to tell her it was her. "That was me! My body,me!" she said in pure disgust as she stumbled off the bed and into the wall. Her body was trembling. Hr eyes narrowed as he claimed it wasn't the real her. "Who am I!" she yelled and pointed at the computer. "I looked like I was enjoying myself, I wasnt fighting it I was begging for more!" she yelled and ran her hands through her hair

"Alright everything is in the frig. We can eat whats left later." Shen grinned as he walked into her room. However, when he saw the expression plastered over her face his own smile vanished. "Kate?" Shen whispered. He moved over towards the bed. His brown eyes shot wide open! "Fuck." he spat and closed the comp as quickly as he could. It was too late tho. "Kate..listen to me." Shen whispered. She seemed to be in shock tho, so he turned her in his direction. "That was not you! You dont..You dont understand the circumstances of that situation. Trust me, that was not you, not the real you."

Kathrine walked in and stretched her arms up over her head. She blinked as he asked to go to his laptop. Did he know what she was up to? "S-sure" she said and walked into the room. She glanced out her door and grabbed his laptop and sat on her bed and opened the tab. First she started pulling up some apartment listings before she glanced up hearing Shen cleaning up. She pulled up a new tab and tried the website but when she saw the red page she wondered if she put in the wrong site. He clicked one of the many other options given and started browsing until she froze in place. What they didn't know was that her uncle had her on more than just one site. Her hues widened as she saw herself in the video..... The volume was off but she could see everything. Some old guy....and herself...god she wasn't even fighting him...that....that was her! As much as she wanted to she could turn it off... She was shocked....her hand covered her mouth as tears came to her eyes watching the man take her in a few different positions

When they got back it was around 2 in the afternoon so the apartment was still empty. Shen walked in and offered to put the sandwiches and drinks in the frig. "Can you go to my laptop thats in your room? I left it on so all you have to do is pull up the tab I was using." Shen explained. If Kate attempted to look up the site the fat man had mentioned all she'd find was a bright red sign in the middle of the page. Benny had brought down the entire thing without even sweating.

Kathrine was still embarrassed about having an old couple seeing them like that. She stood up as he started to pack everything and she offered to help carry one of the bags again. She still wasn't as cheerful as she had been when they left that morning. She wanted to check and see if it was true...if she really was on that website.... But she'd have to do it when Shen wasn't in the room.

"Perhaps." Shen smiled. As Kate pushed away from him he let out a hard laugh. The old Kate probably wouldn't have cared. Then again...they had never really gotten a chance to go out in public, not really. "Well lets head back then. Maybe we can find something good." he smiled softly. After he was done putting the sandwiches up he rolled their blanket up. "Alright all ready.":

Kathrine blinked as he pulled her into his lap and lightly blushed as he kissed her "Y-yeah but...I mean....your old enough where....your could be settling down with someone...and....living with them too..." she said and blinked as he pointed to the folks not to far from them. Her cheeks became red as she pushed herself away from Shen and looked down shyly bowing her head in apology to the older folks

Shen placed his sandwich down. He reached over and pulled Kate into his lap while giving her the warmest of smiles. "I need my own place because I'm 26 and soon will be 27. Thats all there is." he replied softly. He leaned in placing a gentle kiss on her lips. He needed to change the topic. "Ah yes, that sounds like a good idea. Besides, I dont think those old people standing across the street enjoy the sight of you sitting in my lap." Shen grinned while pointing to the people who were watching them.

Kathrines hues saddened. "Is it...because of me?" she asked and looked at him. She was becoming more and more curious of who she was before. What kind of life did she live? And who was Shen to her? The more she thought about these things she began to get a headache as she ate. She rubbed her head as the head ache got worse. "maybe we should go back and look online to see if there are more places closer than two hours" she said

"That would be nice." Shen smiled. He moved closer towards her so his body was lightly leaning into her own. "But..I think its better I get my own place. I have enough to pay rent for a few months while I search for a good position." Shen explained, tho he really didn't go into the details. The truth was that he had no idea when she'd get her memory back. It was possible that she'd get her memory back tomorrow. He wasn't sure. It was best for him to find his own place as soon as possible because he knew that Kate would probably throw anything and everything at him till he left.

Kathrine looked down. She could respect his reasoning but it still sucked that they had to start looking at places father away. "what if...you stay with us until you find a decent job? Then....you can look into the better apartments when you have a stable income" she asked while she reached into their small cooler and pulled out their sandwhiches. She handed him a eater bottle before grabbing her own

"I dont want to." Shen whispered with a heavy sigh. He took out a small blanket they brought with them and placed it over the ground. They had picked a pretty shady spot to have their lunch. "I want to start a new chapter in my life. This one will be written without my family's money. Also..if I take their money I'll no longer be able to put off training to take over my father's company. I want to be a doctor..not a business man who sells anything and everything."

Kathrine looked up at him as he mentioned the next one being so far away. "Would it really be so bad to let your parents help you find a place closer to the school?" she asked. She followed him as they walked to find somewhere to eat, coming to a park she found a nice shaded tree and sat down on the lush grass. "I mean, two hours is really far don't you think?" she asked

Shen had finished up his call by the time Kate came out. After Benny was done with the website their would be nothing left. In addition, he had hacked the uncle's computer so posting vids would be difficult for at least a little while. "Well the next one is about two hours away." Shen smiled softly as he turned in her direction and gently placed a soft kiss on her cheek. "I'm tired tho. Why dont we break for lunch hm?"

Kathrine had remained quite as they walked to the second building and while Shen scoped it out. Bfore leaving she asked to use a bathroom. She looked at herself in the mirror for a long while. "who are you..." she asked herself and sighed. She walked out and thanks the man for letting her use the washroom and met Shen outside. "So where's the next one?" she asked

Shen nodded and released her wrists. The second building wasn't 'as' bad, but there was no way Shen was going to live there. He now stood outside, waiting on Kate who was in the bathroom. He pulled out his phone and placed to his ear. "Hello..hey Benny its me. I have a favor to ask you.." Shen whispered softly. He knew Kate. She'd get curious eventually. He had to beat her to the punch before she got a chance to check out the site.

"O-ow!" she whimpered as he grabbed her wrists. She looked up at him with frightened hues and slowly nodded. She rubbed her wrists when he let go and looked down and off to the side. Maybe he was right....but then...why did he act so harshly towards her when she had asked about it. "l-let's go to the next one" she said softly and started to walk

"Stop it!" Shen screamed as loud as he could. He turned grabbing her hands. Now...Now just wasn't the time to tell her. He wanted her to keep smiling, to be happy. If he really took her back down memory lane nothing but depression would be waiting for her. "Listen to me, you're not the kind of girl Kate. Dont listen to anything that fat bastard said..understand?" Shen frowned. He gripped her hands a little tighter. He wasn't going to let go until she agreed to drop the subject.

Kathrine was eager to leave but froze hearing the man. She looked at him with a confused look on her face and looked at Shen even more confused and also horrified. As Shen rushed her out she turned and looked at him as he tried to blame it on the man having had a few drinks. Shen what is he talking about? Am I really that kind of girl? She looked down at her hands and ran her fingers through her hair shaking her head. Good lord...did she have sex with some old guy? Did she really....let more than one guy have his way with her. The more she thought about it the more disgusted she became

Shen nodded. It was clear that wasn't the kind of place Kate would want to be around. He placed an arm around her as he turned to lead her out of the office. "Online!" the fat man shouted. "What?" Shen blinked and stopped just short of the door. "I knew I've seen that girl before. She's on youngsluts.com! That gal got like ten different videos. In some she's fucking some old guy and it others she's being gang banged. They're pretty hot." he smirked while biting the corner of his lips. His right hand began to wonder down to his crotch. "Damn who would of thought that I'd meet a pornstar." he smiled widely. "You're drunk. You dont know what you're talking about. "Shen spat and after that promptly walked Kate out. "Ignore him. He reeks of beer and whatever else he's had to drink." Shen stated. On the inside tho he was freaking out. Had her uncle really filmed Kate's rapings and then placed them on the net just to make some cash??