You Can't Save Me ((Yugo,Mature))

She slid her tongue along his own, running her fingers through his hair. She shivered as he started griding his hips up into her own and softly moaned against his heated kiss. She looked up at him and closed her eyes as he kissed and nipped her skin. "Aahn....hnn" she moaned softly, her hands lightly clutching his shirt. When his lips came to her ear she let out a soft pleasure groan

Shen moaned softly against her lips. He was sure that his sudden passion would seem strange, but he wasn't worried. Shen eagerly parted his lips allowing her tongue entry into the warmth of his mouth. His hips light began to grind up into her own. He simply couldn't get enough. He pulled back from her lips, his smiling widening. "Nothing..I'm just happy." Shen chuckled. He leaned back in gently nipping and kissing his way along her neck till her got to her ear.

Kathrine looked at him as he smiled. "W-what?"She asked before he pulled her into another much more heated kiss. She blinked but quickly accepted the kiss, wrapped her arms around him once more, slowly parting her lips against his, and slid her tongue along his lips. She didnt understand what made him so passionate, as if he had never been told 'I love you' before...

Shen suddenly pulled back from her lips. He stared up at her for a moment. Was he hearing things? No...the cute blush which stained her cheeks was evidence that he had heard correctly. He knew that there was a big chance her feelings would change once she got her original personality back...but it still felt great to hear those three words. The warmest of smiles form on Shen's lips. He reached up gently cupping her cheeks. He pulled her down into another kiss, this one more passionate, more intense. He hadn't heard those words in so long...it might have seemed strange for a guy, but Shen had began to doubt if he'd ever hear Kate's confession again.

Kathrine enjoyed his sensual kiss. It made her feel special, the way he held her, and whispered his love for her. "Shen...." She softly purred against his lips as he assured her he had him and her friends. "Shen....I-...I love you..." She said as a blush crossed her cheeks while looking up at him with timid hues. This was her first time...with this personality that she admitted she loved him...

That light smile on her lips made Shen's eyes brighten. Gently, he ran his hand along her cheek. He whispered, 'i love you' one more time before he leaned up to meet her lips. He kissed her sweetly, wanting to be sure that she enjoyed the kiss, that she could feel the emotions he had for her. "We'll get through this." Shen breathed, his lips still lightly pressing into her own. "You have me. You also have Josh and Jazz too."

Kate blinked as he pulled her into his lap and looked up at him as he assured her that he still loved her and didnt look down on her for what happened in her past, even if she couldnt remember it. A light smile came to her lips as she pressed her lips against his once more. She was sure that there was no way she enjoyed the others the way she enjoyed her time like this with Shen

Shen wondered if anything he had said sunk in. He figured regardless of whether it did or not Kate would have trouble dealing with the bomb that had just been dropped on her. Shen didn't have the heart to tell her that unfortunately, she had been raped repeatedly through her life, the most recent being when Lin had captured the two of them. "Kate.." Shen whispered, but was cut off when she pressed her lips against his. The kiss shocked him for a moment, but after that he relaxed and returned her kiss. His strong arms pulled her into his lap and wrapped tightly around her body bringing her into his chest. "Katherine..." Shen whispered as he pulled back from her lips, but just a little. "I still love you. That wont change..neither will my view of you."

Kathrine sat up with him and looked down. She hated feeling this way about herself. She almost wished the personality who ran away would come back, she couldnt handle knowing she was a whore. When Shen spoke she listened intently and looked up at him. She didnt know why but she knew he was telling the truth. Her hues softened as she leaned up and pressed her lips to his, wrapping her arms around his neck

Shen simply continued to hold her, tho once she awakened he loosened his embrace just a little. Her question...it caused a surge of pain to spread through his heart, but he had to give her the information she wanted. "No Kate." he replied softly. "Even when drugged, I believe that you hated every moment. Your body even went so far as to shut down its ability to feel pleasure. When you and I...had sex the first few times I discovered that no matter how hard I tried I couldn't get you wet, not even a little." Shen explained and moved to sit up a little bit. "Kate what was done to you was inhuman. Your uncle is a monster. It wasn't your fault and there was never a time when you enjoyed being raped. I promise you. Dont let what you saw on the internet fool you. You're the victim."

Kathrine jolted awake when Shen embraced her and she looked up at him with terrified hues before they calmed. She nuzzled herself against him without a word for a few moments. "I....I never enjoyed it....did I?" She asked, her voice low and still. "I-I mean...I...regretted it...afterwords....right?" She asked

Shen was laying down on his back. He couldn't sleep, so he decided to do a little reading. He had been meaning to crack into his latest novel anyway. However, when he heard Kate tossing and whimpering he placed the book down. "Kate?" he whispered as he turned onto his side. "Another nightmare..." he mumbled. He had hoped that at some point she'd be able to sleep peacefully but it didn't look like that would be happening anytime soon. "Shh you're ok Kate. These dreams aren't real.." Shen whispered against her ear. His strong arms wrapped protectively around her body pulling her into him.

Kathrine's body turned towards Shen and curled up against him as he covered her body. A couple hours passed before she began to whimper in her sleep as the nightmares became more vivid now that she had faces to put in place of the shadows. "No...stop...st-stop it" She groaned as she rolled over onto her side

A few minutes later Shen returned. He walked through the kitchen, but didn't say anything to Josh. Sighing, he walked into Kate's room and closed the door. He'd just have to wait till she woke up and pray that she'd be in a mood to listen. "You're still you..." Shen whispered as he moved onto the bed and gently ran his finger tips through her hair. He pulled the blankets up over her body wanting to be sure that she was comfortable.

"Shen, I really think you should...stay" Joshua sighed as Shen walked out the door. Joshua looked over to Kathrine's room. "Oh boy..." He said while rubbing the back of his head. What was he suppose to say if she woke up? Since you passed out he figured he'd spend the time looking at more places? It was the truth but it seemed so cold

"Well there were a few more places that we were going to check out. I'll be quick. Just call me when she wakes up." Shen stated as he grabbed his coat. He figured as exhausted as Kate was she'd be out for a while. Once he was outside Shen looked down at his watch. The busses were still running, but they wouldn't be running for long. The next place that they were suppose to look at was about 35 minutes away. "Hm..what if she does wake up? It will take me another 30 minutes to get back.." Shen thought to himself as he gazed back at the door to Kate's apartment.

"Heh, no problem" Joshua said with a shrug. He looked at Shen as he stood. "Sure...but where you going?" He asked as he stretched out on the couch. "I dunno...I think you should be here for her when she wakes up... Use the time she's sleeping to look up some places online instead of going out." He said

"Um...yea...not to sound ungrateful...but I would mind actually." Shen admitted. He gazed down at his watch. It wasn't too late...maybe he could still check out a few places. "Can you keep an eye on her? I'm going out. If she wakes up call me and I'll come back. If the worst comes..I'll just have to let my family help I suppose." Shen sighed deeply. He really, REALLY did not want to go that route, but if he was left with no option he'd have to just throw away his desires and give into what his father wanted.

Joshua sighed and leaned back against the couch. "Yeah, I'll let her know" He said as he looked off toward Kathrine's room. "Poor girl....I'm kinda worried if she retreats and Kathrine returns to normal....well...I'm worried for you, you dont have a place to stay yet." He said. "Though...I could set something up where you stay with Jacob until you find a place so long as you dont mind that he walks around in the morning naked..." He said

"Its my guess that this 'personality' is already breaking. Like I said, she thinks that she stole someone else's body. I..I dont know what will happen. I'm hoping that if I'm there for her and comfort her she'll be ok...but I dont know.." shen sighed as he closed his laptop. He knew that he should have killed her uncle a long time ago. The man wouldn't be missed. "Listen, I need you to talk to Jazz. Make sure she knows whats going on. We all need to keep the tension as low as possible for Kate. Perhaps if we show her that we love her...she'll slowly come around."

Joshua was completely confused. When Shen walked out and showed him the video's his eyes widened. "Shit...I knew she went through a lot but I never imaged she'd have to re-live it through a video" He said and ran his fingers through his white hair. "Fucking asshole...." He growled his fists clenched. "I dont know what this sudden shock will do to her... her current self is a fall back when she cant handle any more stress....I dont know how strong this personality will be...." He said

"Shh." Shen whispered as he sat up. He gazed down at Kate for a moment. She had cried for hours until she was finally too tired to do anything else but sleep. "I'm afraid everything's not ok.." Shen stated. He grabbed his laptop and walked over to Josh. He showed him the site Kate had found along with the vids of her. "I just spent the last few hours explaining to her that she's not someone else, that she hasn't stolen some other girl's body. She thinks she's a slut...and it didn't help that the guy who owned the apartment we were looking at eyed her like she was a piece of meat.."

Kathrine clung to the pillow tighter as Shen wrapped his arms around her. As he tried to soothe her she just continued to cry until she cried herself to sleep. It was early evening but the mental shock of everything had completely wiped her out. Joshua came home first, "Yo I'm back!" He called as he threw his back off to the side and yawned. "Anyone home?" He called out again and went looking in the rooms, Jazz's first then Kathrine's. "Oh, hey whats up" He said and blinked. "Everything okay?" He asked

Shen moved to lay beside her. He leaned in placing a gentle kiss over her tear stained cheeks. "I know this is hard...and I know this is allot to take in Kate." Shen whispered. Gently, he wrapped his arms around her body and held her against him. She could try to escape, but he wasn't going to let her go. "Just know that I'm here and I love you. You're not alone. I'd do anything and everything for you Katherine."

Kathrine looked down again and off to the side. "I'm tired..." she said as she pulled her hands away. She crawled under her blankets and turned her back to him but she didn't shut her eyes. Now she knew where her nightmares came from...tears came to her eyes as she turned her head against her pillow and began to cry