The Beginning ((Yugo,R))

She smiled against the kiss as he accepted her tongue, moaning softly into the kiss with him. She stared up at him with brighter hues... each time they connected they had slowly regained more of their shine. "When I'm better...I'll show you just how intense I can be" She growled softly and pulled his head back down to her, sliding her tongue past his lips before their lips met as she continued to kiss, moaning lustfully against it, her tail wagging happily

Everything felt so incredibly new to him, yet..they also felt familiar. Squall was sure that he had kissed her like this once before. His lips pressed harder against her own, becoming hungry for more. His lips instantly parted taking her tongue into his mouth and swirling his longer one around it. He moaned against her lips. His body was practically on fire now from the way she touched him. When he finally did pull back, his cheeks weren't as red. He stared down at her, as if a lost passion had been brought back to life. "I think...I'm starting to see why I asked you to run away with me." he whispered softly and bit down on his bottom lip. "You...you're intense."

"It's...not your fault...its just hard to be with someone you love...who doesnt remember you or love you back" She said softly and closed her eyes. "Tsume told me how you probably lost you memories... I wanted to sink my fangs into her....but I resisted that urge" She said a little proudly. She blinked when he suddenly kissed her, looking at him as he pulled back a bit and smiled as he leaned in once more. She closed her eyes, returning his kiss, reaching up and running her hand through his hair, sliding her tongue lightly along his lips

"Oh...I see." Squall replied softly. It really seemed like he had been happy with her. It also seemed like she had suffered when he had gone missing. "I'm sorry." he whispered, his fingers sill massaging her ears. Hearing her purr/growl made him want to continue. "I'm sorry for leaving, i'm sorry for..kissing Tsume, and most importantly...I'm sorry for not remembering you. I'm sure I will soon. I just need time. Though, I have a feeling that the more time we spend together the quicker my memories will return." he stated and leaned down some. He was about to ask her if he could kiss her, but then thought for a moment. If he was as cocky as she had said...then the old him wouldn't bother asking. He smiled and leaned down claiming her lips. Squall pulled back after a second or two, but then went in again for a longer, deeper kiss.

"Yes....you are" she said being completely straight with him. She closed her eyes and tilted her head,a soft purr like growl vibrating through her throat. "Hn...I love it when you do that" She complimented and looked at him as he grinned. "Uh....duh, if I wasnt so injured, I'd be more than happy to show you how much you enjoy me as well" She said with a grin of her own, though didnt share his blush before letting out a sigh. She wished her body was healed.....it was so inconvienient

"I'm not that cocky...am I?" Squall blinked pointing to himself again. Actually, now that he was thinking about it Tsume had said something very similar. He had been joking with her and she had called him 'blatantly arrogant' if he remembered right. Squall let out a small sigh. He hoped she was ok. He looked down as Lily's running his fingers behind her ears. His body really hadn't forgotten how to touch her, how to make her relax. "Four days hm?" he asked, a small grin spreading over his lips. He looked down admiring her curves of her body and her exposed legs. "So...it was good then?" he asked, blushing harder now. This definietely wasn't the old squall. The old him was most cocky when it came to his skills in the bed.

"Not at all" she said with a smile. "We laid nude together in a cave for about four days, ravaging each other...gods...." She shivered and blinked and looked down and blushed. "s-sorry.... It's just... since your acting so....different... I'm just kind of following your lead... your usually very cocky and full of yourself..." She said with a smile as she rested her head down on his lap and looked up at him with a smile.

Hearing her call him, Squall turned around. He crawled along the grass up to her. At first, he thought maybe he needed to check her shoulder. When he learned that she wanted him to stay...and use his lap as a pillow, his cheeks turned dark red. He looked down at the ground for moment and then back up at her. "Before I say yes or no...tell me...when we were you know...together, did we blush allot around each other?" he asked. "It just seems weird for two mates to be so shy." he laughed softly eyeing the pinkness in her cheeks. He smiled down at her and moved so his back was pressed against the trunk of the tree. He patted his lap and grabbed his jacket placing it over her body to keep her warm.

"Squall?" She asked as he stood up. "Stay?" She asked softly and patted the ground next to her. "I'd....I'd feel more comfortable if I got to use you lap as a pillow instead" She said with a soft blush and looked down, fiddling with her fingers, her ears drooped as she waited for his answer... she wasnt used to being so shy with him... but with how he was acting, she just kind of.... acted a bit different herself

"We cant be too sure. Besides the roof will cover your body." he insisted. He gazed down at her, seeing her laugh some how made him happy. He then blinked and pointed to himself. "Do I..do that allot?" he asked and blinked again as she signaled him to come closer. He obeyed and his eyes widened slightly. Feeling her soft lips against his made his heart race. He closed his eyes returning her kiss. For the first time in what seemed like forever they had shared one. "U-Um..you're welcome." Squall smiled, blushing a little. The old him would have never blushed over a small kiss, but to Squall this was all still new. "Well if you need me I'll just be over there." he smiled and pointed to the entrance of their little house.

"O-okay...?" She said confused. When he came back and started building the shelter she looked at him in shock. "Y-you didnt have to do all that....it's not going to rain or anything" She said and took his jacket as he handed it to her. She chuckled, "You always over do everything..." She said happily and gestured for him to come closer. She reached up, her hands lightly grabbed the back of his neck and she lightly kissed him. "Thankyou... this is wonderful" She said and let him go, hugging the jacket to herself

"Ok." Squall smiled. He looked around. There were plenty of lumber he could make use of. "Wait right here." he told her and extended his wings. 30 minutes later he came back with a bunch of leafy branches in hand, all tied together with string Tsume had given him. He cut off a few taller chunks of wood to form support beams for their roof and placed the branches high above Lily's head. The ground was already covered in grass, but he wanted to make her more comfortable. "Here you go." he whispered as he walked into their makeshift shelter. Squall took off his jacket and rolled it up before handing it to her. "You can use that as a pillow. Get some sleep. I'll keep guard for the night."

She ate quietly until she finished and looked at him as he gave her their options. She winced as he mentioned flying and sighed when he mentioned camping where they were for the night. "I can rough it out here for a night" She said, her tail lightly wagged for the first time since he had.... well... re met her. Up until now it had been completely lifeless

Squall laughed seeing her pout the way did. He'd definitely have to remember that she liked being kissed on her ears. He continued feeding her the broth until it was all gone. By then, night was fast approaching. He got up, his eyes turning to the sun watching it set. "We have two choices. I could either fly us to a higher location and make camp or we can camp here." he stated and turned back so he was facing her. "Judging by you..distaste for flying...it might be better to make camp here, at least for tonight. Tomorrow morning we can move out and I'll change your bandages again."

Her blush deepened as he grinned at her and attacked her other ear with nips and kisses. She moaned softly, her hands gripping his shoulder as her soft breath hit his neck. "A-ah....hn...." She shivered, her hues softening and she pouted at him when he stopped. She sighed softly and nodded, leaning forward a little and parted her lips, taking the spoon into her mouth and pulled back, swallowing the broth

"Oh that." Squall sighed and pulled back. "S-Sorry. I had no idea that I belonged to another and she had been taking care of me. I thought I felt something, I thought she felt something but I was wrong." he told her. When he saw the blush on her cheeks a Squall classic grin formed on his lips. "Your ears are sensitive?" he blinked and leaned forward pressing his hot lips against the other one. He kissed her ear along the back and gently nipped his way up to the tip. It was almost like his body hadn't forgotten her even if his mind had. "Haha I'll have to keep this one in mind." he smiled, giving her ear one more kiss before grabbing the bowl of broth. For now, he'd settle on feeding her using the spoon. "Now eat up."

"I dont see how....you were kissing that fox when I found you..." She muttered, not angry but some what sadly. She looked at him as he commented on how he enjoyed kissing her though and smiled happily, her dull hues even brightened a little. She blinked as his lips touched her ear with his lips, gasping softly and closed her eyes. "Hn....th-thats not fair" She whimpered lightly with a blush.... her ears were her weakest of weak spots...

Squall swallowed the broth. He looked down at the ground for a moment before back up to her. "No..its not that I'm uncomfortable." he explained and set the bowl down to the side for the moment. "Its just all this is so new to me. Nothing really makes sense. But I'll say this. Everytime I kiss you I get more of my memories back. I get more flashes and the pieces of my memory start to align. That and...I kinda like kissing you too." he admitted and smiled. He just wished that she hadn't been hurt so badly. He looked over at one of her ears and leaned forward kissing the one that had been cut off at the tip.

"Technically yes... but I'm as much to blame as well, I agreed to run away with you" She said happily. She blinked as he mentioned continuing to feed her by mouth. She lifted her now bruised fingers to his lips to stop him. "It's okay... you dont have to... I know your uncomfortable doing it" She said softly and pulled her hand back, looking at her bruised fingers... they were healing after being burnt badly. She was finally starting to get feeling back in them.

"I see...so I started it all." Squall whispered. It seemed so unlike him. He couldn't imagine himself willing to just throw caution to the wind. "Well you must have left a very good impression on me." he smiled softly. "Well since you're like this because of me I guess I could continue feeding you...I mean...as long as you dont think its weird." he laughed. He'd have to get use to being her mate all over again. Squall took the spoon and dipped it into the broth. He raised the spoon to his lips slurping up the broth before moving closer to her so their lips were inches apart.

"I'm not really sure.... When I had freed you from the prison you wanted to mate once more.... but I had to refuse and promised we could meet again the following month.... You....were the first male I had met that didnt care about my....birthing condition...you didnt citisize...." She said softly. So... when we met up again....you asked me to run with you... I'm still unsure why you asked me...but I agreed and we fled together..." She said softly and shited as he brought her the bowl. "I can feed myself... but I admit I enjoyed how you fed me" She said with a soft smile

"Oh..well.." Squall mumbled. He pulled the herbs and a bowl Tsume had gave him and mixed them in with water. "I guess..I just wanted to ask what made us want to throw everything away? I have a heard time believing that it was all because of a few days spent in a hole. Then again you seem to really care about me..enough to undergo torture..so maybe it was more then just a few days in a hole." Squall whispered and grabbed a small spoon to mix the water with until it became broth. He brought the bowl to his lips heating the broth up for her. "Can you eat? The past few days I've been feeding you using my lips."

Lily calmed down a little by the time he got back. She wiped her eyes and looked at him and lightly nodded. "A little..." She said softly. "No....it's okay...I....I over reacted... its just.... a sore topic..." She said and looked back down. "So... what did you want to talk about.... you said you had questions..." She said while keeping her eyes down. She hated that he didnt remember

Squall let out a long deep sigh. Talking was useless so he got up and walked off a little. "She must have grown up being labeled as barren. Maybe thats why she cant believe me.." he muttered and after leaving her a few minutes he returned to her side. "Are you hungry?" he asked softly, his eyes looking over her bandages. "Look..I didn't mean to upset you. I just.." he sighed and closed his eyes. "Well its not important. Right now we need to focus on your health."

"I told you, I'm not pregnant," She growled, the topic becoming more sore for her. "Just drop it" she said as tears slid down her cheeks. "Just.....stop" She whimpered while wiping her eyes as she put her hands on her stomach. "I want.....I want a pup so bad... I always have....so dont get my hopes up now....I.... I dont want that disipointment" She cried softly and brought her hands to her face